{"id":279,"date":"2018-01-29T09:26:10","date_gmt":"2018-01-29T09:26:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/rashitzylfiu.com\/webi\/?p=279"},"modified":"2018-01-29T09:26:10","modified_gmt":"2018-01-29T09:26:10","slug":"kush-jam-une-who-i-am","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rashitzylfiu.com\/index.php\/2018\/01\/29\/kush-jam-une-who-i-am\/","title":{"rendered":"KUSH JAM UNE ? -(Who I am ?)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Kush jam un\u00eb?!<br \/>\nErdha por askush s\u2019m\u00eb pyeti pse erdha. A jam un\u00eb ai z\u00ebri q\u00eb qaja e t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt qeshnin rreth meje, m\u00eb donin por arsyen nuk e dija? A jam un\u00eb ai q\u00eb fillova t\u00eb ecja por nuk ecja drejt, fillova t\u00eb flisja por nuk flisja mir\u00eb, fillova t\u00eb shkruaja me laps sepse mund t\u00eb gaboja, por v\u00ebrtet gabimet nuk i lash\u00eb? Fillova t\u00eb njihja shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz, edhe pse nuk e m\u00ebsova se kush ishin, sepse edhe p\u00ebr veten von\u00eb e kuptova se kush jam?<br \/>\nA jam un\u00eb i p\u00ebrk\u00ebdheluri i n\u00ebn\u00ebs, nx\u00ebn\u00ebsi me plot pesa n\u00eb ditar, gjimnazisti me plot l\u00ebvdata, hasreti i familjes? A jam un\u00eb ai q\u00eb dukem bukur, me veshje, sht\u00ebpi, shoq\u00ebri, familje, para, vetura, biznes, karrier\u00eb, post? A jam un\u00eb?!<\/p>\n<div class=\"youtube-embed\" data-video_id=\"VLJGAzTHK68\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"696\" height=\"392\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/VLJGAzTHK68?feature=oembed&#038;enablejsapi=1\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"autoplay; encrypted-media\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/div>\n<p>Kush jam un\u00eb?<br \/>\nQenie logjike q\u00eb ndryshoj nga t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, sepse un\u00eb jam un\u00eb. Hije n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00ebn e heshtur apo err\u00ebsir\u00eb e heshtur n\u00ebn hije, vetmi e shoq\u00ebruar apo i shoq\u00ebruar n\u00eb vetmi, lot q\u00eb sjell dhembje apo dhembje q\u00eb sjell lot, heshtje n\u00eb zhurm\u00eb apo zhurm\u00eb n\u00eb heshtje, m\u00ebrzi pa arsye apo arsye e m\u00ebrzitshme, hidh\u00ebrim pa nevoj\u00eb apo nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb hidh\u00ebrohem. A jam drit\u00eb n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb apo i err\u00ebsuar n\u00eb drit\u00eb?<br \/>\nNjihe veten para se t\u00eb njohin t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt.<br \/>\nTa njoh\u00ebsh veten do t\u00eb thot\u00eb shum\u00eb.<br \/>\nT\u00eb hap\u00ebsh nj\u00eb faqe t\u00eb re n\u00eb jet\u00ebn t\u00ebnde drejt ndryshimit, drejt rrug\u00ebs s\u00eb Zotit me Allahun dhe p\u00ebr Allahun. T\u00eb k\u00ebrkosh t\u00eb lind\u00ebsh p\u00ebrs\u00ebri larg nga \u00e7do e kaluar e cila ka sjell\u00eb vet\u00ebm vuajte nuk ka mund\u00ebsi derisa t\u00eb pyetesh veten \u2018kush jam un\u00eb?\u2019. Kur fillova t\u00eb pyes veten \u2018kush jam un\u00eb?\u2019, kuptova se un\u00eb ekzistoj. Por, nga erdha, pse erdha dhe ku do t\u00eb shkoj? T\u00eb jetoj apo t\u00eb di pse jetoj?<br \/>\nNuk ekzistova fare, pastaj isha &#8220;asgj\u00eb&#8221;, pastaj u b\u00ebra un\u00eb.<br \/>\nEkzistoj n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb jet\u00eb q\u00eb ta madh\u00ebroj Zotin tim, e m\u00eb pas do t\u00eb kthehem tek Ai, ku do t\u00eb shpaloset se kush isha n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb un\u00eb!<br \/>\nUn\u00eb jam un\u00eb! Askush nuk ishte para meje dhe as q\u00eb do t\u00eb jet\u00eb ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb un\u00eb!<\/p>\n<p>Un\u00eb jam historia, un\u00eb. Kam fillimin por edhe fundin, e mes tyre jam un\u00eb.<br \/>\nPor a jam num\u00ebr n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb tok\u00eb apo jam njeri q\u00eb m\u00eb krijoi Zoti n\u00eb form\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrsosur?<br \/>\nZoti thot\u00eb: \u201cV\u00ebrtet, Ne e krijuam njeriun n\u00eb form\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb bukur.\u201d (Tin: 4)<br \/>\nI dashuri yn\u00eb me gjith\u00eb prestigjin dhe pozit\u00ebn e tij, nuk e harronte njer\u00ebzoren e tij: \u201cKush jam un\u00eb?\u201d- u thoshte. \u201cUn\u00eb jam njeri sikur ju.\u201d<br \/>\nKujdes! Fjala \u2018un\u00eb\u2019 mallkoi djallin, fundosi Faraonin dhe p\u00ebrmbyti Hamanin e Karunin.<br \/>\nZot, mos m\u00eb lejo t\u00eb harroj se kush jam un\u00eb!<\/p>\n<p>______________________________________<\/p>\n<p>Who I am ?<br \/>\nI came but no one asked me why I did come. Am I the voice that cried and the others laughed with me, they loved me but I didn\u2019t know the reason? Am I one who started walking but my walking was not right, I started to speak but I did not speak well, I started writing with pencil in order to avoing misatkes, but I did mistakes yet. I started to know a lot of people even though I did not who they were, since even for myself I understood too late who I am?<br \/>\nAm I to my mother\u2019s caressing, a pupil with the whole the highest grades at school, the best gymnasist with many awards, the only child in the family? Am the one who looks a nicely, with beautiful clothing, an entertaining home, wonderful friendship, big salary, a comfortable car, buissiness , a great career, a good position? Am I ?!<\/p>\n<p>Who I am ?<br \/>\nA logical being who differ from the others because, I am myself ! Shadow in the darkness of silence or obscurity of the silent shadow, only accompanied or followed in oneness , tear that brings pain or pain that bring tears, silence in nosie or noise in silence, sadness without reason or reasonable sadness, unnesessarily boring or need to grieve for something. blackness without cause or reason boring, grief unnecessarily or need to grieve. Am I light in dark or darkness to light?<br \/>\nKnow yourself before the others know you.<br \/>\nKnowing yourself means a lot .<br \/>\nOpening a new page in your life toward the change, toward the God\u2019s almighty path and only for Allah. Wanting to be born again from any past that has brought only suffering there in no possibility until you ask yourself \u2018 who I am ?\u2019. The time when I began to wonder myself \u2018 who I am?\u2019 , then I realized that I exist. But where did I come from, why I did come from and where I will go? To live or to learn how to live?<br \/>\nI did not exist at all, then I was \u2018\u2019nothing\u2019\u2019, afte than I am. I came to this world to glory my God, and then return to Him, when there will be unfold who I was actually !<br \/>\nI am myself ! No one was before me and there will be none after me!<\/p>\n<p>I am my history, there is the starting and the ending as well, I am in the middle.<br \/>\nBut am I just a number in this earth or a creation created from the Allah almighty in perfect form?<br \/>\nGod almighty says:\u201cIndeed, We created the human being in best form.\u2019\u2019 (Tin: 4)<br \/>\nOur dear with all his prestige and position never forgot his humanity &#8220;Who am I?&#8221; &#8211; He said. &#8220;I am a man like you.&#8221;<br \/>\nAttention ! The word &#8216;I&#8217; cursed devil, sank and drowned Pharaoh and Haman and Korah.<br \/>\nGod , do not let me forget who I am!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kush jam un\u00eb?! Erdha por askush s\u2019m\u00eb pyeti pse erdha. A jam un\u00eb ai z\u00ebri q\u00eb qaja e t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt qeshnin rreth meje, m\u00eb donin por arsyen nuk e dija? A jam un\u00eb ai q\u00eb fillova t\u00eb ecja por nuk ecja drejt, fillova t\u00eb flisja por nuk flisja mir\u00eb, fillova t\u00eb shkruaja me laps sepse [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":282,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"video","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[25],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-279","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-video","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-video","8":"post_format-post-format-video"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rashitzylfiu.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/279","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rashitzylfiu.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rashitzylfiu.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rashitzylfiu.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rashitzylfiu.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=279"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/rashitzylfiu.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/279\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":281,"href":"https:\/\/rashitzylfiu.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/279\/revisions\/281"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rashitzylfiu.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/282"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rashitzylfiu.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=279"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rashitzylfiu.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=279"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rashitzylfiu.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=279"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}